Fall, fly...

It's not fair you know
When the choices you make
Cancel the choices you've made before
And sometimes it frightens me
Just the thought of
The people getting loud around you
They try to get you there
It's the place where they become part of your life
So that's what you want now?
Sleeping there in your big fluffy cloud
But where is reality?
What you left behind?
Open your eyes
So that's how you feel like now?
Getting loud in their big fluffy cloud
Do you dare?
Do you find it easy?
Don't hide anymore
You find comfort I see
Keeping your mouth shut
Keeping your mind close
Keeping the words in the edge of your tongue
How many times you think I've died?
How difficult you think it's for me to do it once more?
And yes that's not the way I like to talk
That's the way I find the bed warm though
How many times you think I've really saw you?
How relieving you find it?
And yes there is only one moment I feel free
That's when you speak before you think
And yes, that happens once in a thousand lifetimes
You're floating there away
You wish you woundn't
But a long time from now
Will you still float?
And if you touch the ground
And if you stand at your feet
You'll find something to comfort you?
Or will you die just to hear it once more
Oh I know you won't
'Cause that's not something you would die for
'Cause my life goes on
And I won't give it away
It's funny you know how things change
It's like the wind takes the old
And the new, well, they seem much newer
I suppose I am the one who relies on things used before
You won't fight for those you've earned
You feel you own them by now
And if that's offensive, well, I'm sorry
It's the way I like to talk
But one year from now where will your home be?
And if it's not here anymore
And if you find the comfort you seek
Will you crave the things old?
Or will you live your untouchable dream?
Oh I know you will
'Cause that's the way life goes on
'Cause that's how life hurts you
And it won't be fair at all
Then I will fall
But in the end, falling it's just another way to fly...